LuiusnoddedhisoandonjuredahairtoDrao’sbed.Drao’seyesflutteredlosedasalowbaritonebegantofilltheroom.
“Tellmewhyyou’reryingmyson,
Iknowyou’refrightenedlikeeveryone,
Isitthethunderinthedistaneyoufear?
WillithelpifIsayverynear?
Iamhere.”
ItbeameobviousthatDraowasfightingsleeptolistentotherestofthesong,butinthemiddleofthehorusaseondtimehisbreathinghangedintothebreathingofoneasleep.Luiusbeganthethirdandstverseandhorusinaquietervoie,soasnottoawakenDrao.
“Tellmewhyyou’resmilingmyson.
Isthereaseretyouan’ttellanyone?
Doyouknowmorethanmenthatarewise?
bsp;youseewhatweallmustdisguise
throughyourlovingeyes?
Andifyoutakemyhandmyson,
Allwillbewellwhenthedayisdone.
Andifyoutakemyhandmysonmyson,
Allwillbewellwhenthedayisdone.”
HarryandDraofoundthemselvesbakinthestudy,thefiredimmingtooldembers.HarrylookedoveratDraotoseeonetearmakeitswaydownhisfae.
Harryleanedoverandwipeditoffwithhisthumb,hisotherarmurlingaroundDrao’swaist.“IthinkIknowwhyyourfatherputthosepartiurmemoriesinthepensive,”hewhispered.
“Why?”
“VoldemortisaLegimens,andaverygoodone.Thosememoriesareonesthatyourfatheronsideredsopreioustohim,heouldn’tbearthethoughtofVoldemortknowingthem.Sohekeptthemsafe.”
ThetrainridebaktoHogwartswasmoresilentthantheoneleavingtheshool,withbothHarryandDraobakinthenormalHogwartsuniform.Draogazedoutthewindowasthetraintookthemloserandlosertotheshool.Afterhe’dhekedinwithDumbledore,hewouldhavetobeginhisshoolwork.Hehadtherestoftodayandalloftomorrowtofinishalltheassigsthathe’dmissedFridayandallthathewouldmissonMonday.HewouldnotletthetrialinonvenienehimasNarissasoobviouslywastryingtodo.
Thiswassuhamess.Hehadtogainhisiane,hehadto.Itwasn’tjustMalfoyManor,orthemoney,orknowingthathehadwonoverNarissaBk.Hisfatherhadpromisedhimeverything.Hedidn’trememberithimself,butseeingthememoryinthepensive…losingtoNarissa,losinghisiane,hewouldlosehisfather’spromise.Inessene,hewouldbethrowingthataway.Andhewouldnotdothat…heouldnotdothat.Butifitamedowntoit,wouldheallowhimselftogotherouteofejustforthat?
Drao’seyeslosedasheimmersedhimselfdeepinthought.He’dhavetowin.Notonlyforhimself,notonlyforhisfather.Ifhedidn’twinhisiane,thenhewouldhavenothing,wouldhavetostaywithhisgodfather.AndHarrywouldhavetostaywithhim,theVeriaebondwouldmakethathappen.ButforHarrytostaythatlosetoSnapewouldmakehimvulnerable.VoldemortwouldorderHarrybroughttohim.
Draorespetedhisgodfather,maybeevenlovedhimattimesifthatwerepossible,buthedidnotknowwherehisgodfather’sloyaltiesyintheapproahingwar.HeouldnotriskHarry’slifeifhisgodfatherwasgivennohoiebuttoobeyVoldemort.Andheouldnotriskhisgodfather’slifewerehisgodfathertodefyVoldemort.No,theonlywaytoprotetbothofthemwastokeephisiane.
Bute?Evenasa…stresort?Eshouldn’tbeusedinsuhaarelessway.IfheweretoproposetoHarry…oranyonereally,he’dwantittobereal.Heartandsoulinluded…whateverheartandsoulhepossessed.WouldHarryrealizethatifheweretogothroughwithit?Wouldheuandwhatitwas?Orwouldhetreatitasanotherdutythathehadtodo,throwingitawaywhenDraoturnedseventeen?
Drao’sthoughtsreturnedtothetwobandsofgoldthathadsatomfortablyontheirsilkenpillowwhenhe’dlookedatthemthenightbefore.IfinallyrealizewhatyoumeantFather,whenyousaidthat.‘IfIhooseto”…IouldkeepmyontatwithHarrytoaminimumifIhooseto.Ididn’thoosethatroutethen,Father…butI’mnotsurewhenitshifted.Whatwouldyouthink,Father,ifIweretoaskyouforpermissiontoproposeetoHarryPotter?Wouldyouugh?Ithinkyouwould.Yousawitoming.Evenbakthen…yes,evenwhenIwaselevenyearsoldandyouenedmetobeomefriendswithhim…youkneweventhatlongago.Butyounevertoldme.Youneverpushedmeintoit.Youletmedealwithit,notmindingthatIneveroneaskedyouforadvie.NowIwishforyourounilandyouaren’ttheretogiveittome.IfIhooseto…Itwasalwaysmyhoie,wasn’tit?Itjusttookmethislongtorealizeit.I’mgoingtoaskmygodfatherforpermissioninyourpe.Hewon’ttelltheDarkLord,willhe?Idon’tthinkhewill.Youwouldnothavetakenhimintoyouronfideneifhewasuntrustworthy.ItwouldbetoogerousforHarrytoliveunderhisroof,butitwillnotbeadisasterforhimtopyyourroleinthis,Ithink.Unless,ofourse,hedoesnotgivemepermission.Butweshallseewhathappens,won’twe?
AndasDraodriftedofftosleep,lulledbythemovementofthetrain,hishandreahedtotouhthetwoshrunkenitemsinhispoket:hisfather’spensive,andtheboxthatheldtheMalfoyerings.
Chapter35:TrialbyHeart
OfallthethingsProfessorSeverusSnapeexpetedtohearDraoaskhimduringhisentirelifetime,thiswasnotoneofthem.
“WhyinMerlin’snamewouldyouasksuhaquestion?”heasked,partlyinshok,andpartlyhopingthatDraowasnotseriousinhavingananswer.“Andwhy,also,wouldyouaskmyopinion?”
“It’sverysimple,Godfather.Legally,you’remyguardian,andthatmakesyoumyAutor,soIhavetohaveyourapproval.”
Snapesighed.“Drao,thiskindo
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