So,YouWanttoDieYoung.

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Summary:

"Everynight,you“reterrifiedofwhatyouwon“tbeome,soyouwanttodieyoung."

Inthewakeofthewar,everythingisruined.Harryhadthoughttheasualtieswouldendwiththefighting.Draohadthoughtbeing“dead”wasthesolutionallhisproblems.herofthemhadantiipatedpeaetofeelso….Empty.

“Whatifyouslept?Andwhatif,inyoursleep,youdreamed?Andwhatifinyourdreamyouwenttoheavenandthereplukedastrangeandbeautifulflower?Andwhatif,whenyouawoke,youhadtheflowerinyourhand?Ah!Whatthen?”—SamuelTaylorCe

Chapter1

Fouryearsbefore

“Iknowit’saskingalotbut—”

“I’mgoingtoAzkabaneitherwayandthisistheonlywayI’lleverbeabletohelphim.Iuandthat.I’lldoit.”

Theftnessinhisfather’svoiemadeDrao’sstomahlenh.

“Drao.Thisisalottoaskofyou,too.Itwon’tbeeasy.Itwillbelonely.Areyousureyouwanttodothis?”ProfessorMGonagallasked.

Draowasquietforamoment.HehadbeensurefromthemomentMGonagallhadappearedonhisdoorstepafewhoursagowiththesuggestion.Hetookadeepbreath.

“Yes.Ian’tstandthewaytheylookatme.Lonelinesswouldbeeasierthanfaingthat,”Draosaidquietly.

“Thenwearedeided.”

HarrydroppedtheProphetasthoughithadburnedhim.

“No,”hewhispered,hiseyeslokedonthepaperwhereityinthetable,skimmingovertheheadlineonemore.

FormerDeath-Eater,DraoMalfoy,MurderedbyFather.LuiusMalfoytoFaeExtendedSentene.

“No.No,no,no,no,no,”Harryrepeated.

Theyhadsurvived.Thewarwasover.Theyhadsurvived,thereweren’tsupposedtobeanymoreasualties.

Thewarhadendedtwoweeksago.HehadmovedfromtheBurrowbaktoGrimmauldPeaweekago.Hewasgdnow,thathewasalone,sittingatthelongdiningtable,hisknukleswhiteashegrippedtheedgessohardthattheawoodthreatenedtosplinter.Hisstomahturned,bilerawlinguphisthroat.

Heskimmedtheartile.

AvadaKedavra.CastbyLuiusMalfoy’swand.10:47stnight.Burnedthebodyatseneoftherime.NarissaMalfoyeyewitness.Wouldhavebeen18onJune8th.

ThereweresidebysidepituresofMalfoyandhisfather.HarrysuddenlyfeltamurderousragewhenheidhiseyesonLuius,onehethoughthewouldneverfeelagain,thesamefeelinghehadwhenhelookedatVoldemort.Hetorethroughthepiturewithhisnails.

“Youbastard.Youfukingmonster,”Harryspat.“Whyouldn’tyouhavelefthimalone?Youtookandtookandtookfromhimandnow…”Harrysurprisedhimselfwithasob.“Andnowthereisnothinglefttotake.”

TherehadbeenatimewhennewsofMalfoy’sdeathwouldn’thavephasedhim.Thosedayshadpassed.Malfoyhadsavedhim.HehadsavedMalfoy.Harryhadometofeelsomethingakintoomraderywiththeotherboy.Theywerebothtrapped,foredintosituationsthepreviousgeionhadfedforthem.Toolsofwar,thebothofthem.

Tearsdrippedoffhisnoseontotheneerinfrontofhim,whereMalfoy’simageblinkedup,unsmiling.

IthadonlybeeneightdayssineHarryhadstseenMalfoy.

TheyhadmetupatamuggleoffeeshopsoHarryouldreturnhiswand.Somehow,thepresshadstillbeenabletotrakthemdown.Therehadbeenapitureofthemwalkingsidebysidedownthestreetonthefrontpageundertheheadline:TheBoyWhoLivedandFormerDeath-EaterSpottedInMuggleLondon.UnityontheHorizon?

Harrystoodupquikly,hurryingtowardsthefarendofthetablewhereaweek’sworthofProphetswerestakedmessily.Heshuffledthroughthemuntilhefoundtheonehewaslookingfor.

HeandMalfoywalkingdownthepavement,bothlookingtense.HarrywasslightlyinfrontofMalfoy,leadingthewayastheotherboytrailedbehindhim.Theywerebothlearlyunawareoftheameratrakingthem.MalfoymostlykepthiseyesonthegroundashefollowedHarry,butoasionallytheywouldtraveluptothebakofHarry’sheadandhewouldgetthisfunny,almostpainedlookonhisfae.Oldrivalriesdiehard,heguessed.

Harrylookedawayfromthepiture,swallowingthelumpinhisthroat.HetriedtorememberthestthinghesaidtoMalfoy.Theyhadstayedattheoffeeshoponlylongenoughtoexhangethewanddisreetly,Harrythankinghimforlettinghimuseit,Malfoyreplyingthatitwasn’tasthoughhehadahoie,thoughtheusualaidhadgonefromhisvoie.

“Bye,Potter.Andthanks,”Malfoyhadsaid,hiseyesfindingHarry’sforthefirsttimesinetheyhadmetthatevening.

“Forwhat?”Harryhadasked,hisstomahtwistinginunfamiliarknots.

“Fornotondemningmethemomentyouhadthehane.TheMinistrywouldhavelistenedtoyou,ifyouhadwantedto.I’mnotsosuretherestoftheworldwillbesofiving”Malfoyrified.

“Iwouldn’tletthemondemnyou.Iwon’tletthem.YouhadaboutasmuhhoieinthisasIdid,Malfoy,”Harrysaid.

“SaintPotter,alwaystotheresue,”Malfoyreplied,butasmileghostedhislips,notthesneerthatHarrywassousedtoaompanyingthatphrase,SaintPotter.Harryrememberedthinkingitwasthefirsttimehehadseentheotherboysmileinawhile.Maybeeveninyears.Hewishedhehadknownitwouldbethest.

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