“Hey.”Whenhegetsloser,thereisnomistakinghimforanyoneelse.“Waitaminute,willyou.”
Hegrabshimbytheelbowandyankshimbakward,themotiontohard,anditwrenhesDraoaroundtofaehim.“What?”
Draospitsthewordathim.Andwhyshouldn’the?ItwasHarry’sbestfriendwhothrewhimout,afterall.“I’msorry.”
“Youshouldn’tbe.”Draostaredatthesky,andHarryknewthattheshakywayhewasbreathingmeanthewastryingnottory.“Hedoesn’thavetofiveme.Ididawfulthings.”
“Butyoudidgoodthings,too.”Harrydidn’tknowwhythiswassoimportanttohim.Maybehejustwantsthesetwopeopletobeasimportanttoeahotherastheyaretohim.“You’regood.”
“Notgoodenough.Andyoushouldn’t…”Adeepbreath,onethatwasmeanttoforealm.“Youshouldn’tbehere,youshouldgoinside.”Itdoesn’tlooklikehereallymeansthat.“They’llmissyou.”
“Idon’tarewhattheythink.Idon’tareabouthim.”Itwastrue,suddenly,andHarryknewit,thatheouldturnhisbakontherestofthemiftheydidn’twantDrao,hewouldbewillingtomakethattrade.Hewasalsostandinglosetohimnow,solose,loseenoughtobegerous,butHarryannotmakehimselfstepaway.“Iwantthis.”Apause,wherehegotevenloser,hishandsonDrao’sshouldersandhisfingerstwistingintothefabriofthisshirtthatwastoothinfortheoldweather.“Iwantyou.”
Draoloseshiseyeslikeitpainshim,andthenbowshisheadsohisforeheadispressedagainstHarry’s.“Wean’t.”
“Wean.”Harrysays.‘Weandoanythingwewant,anddamntherestofthem.”
Theexmationfeltsogood,soperfet,thatherealizesthatitmustbetrueandlosesthosestfewinhesuntiltheyarekissing.It’sreallynoteventhat,justaghostofatouhagainsthisskin,butitouldbe,itouldbemore,untilDraoshovesthemapartandstartstoshakehishead.
“No,”Hestepsaway,andthemomentvanishesintoawkwardnessandunease,thetwoofthemstaringateahotheruainly.“Wean’t.”
Heshakeshisheadonesttime,thenaparatesleavingHarrytoturnbaktothepartyalone.
Chapter16
Drao
Thesilenebetweenthemisstifling.
NotthatDraothoughtthatheandHermionewouldbeabletomeetattheirusualtimeandpretendthatthingsarenormal,afterwhatRonhadsaidtohimandDraoleftherryinginthemiddleofherownapartment,buthedidn’treallyexpetittobotherhimallthatmuh.Apartofhimreallyhadfooledhimselfintothinkingthatthiswasjustasortofaademiarra,thatitwouldallevaporateonetheyhadfiguredouthowtomakethepotionswork.Likethiswasasortofwe’retheonlytwopeoplewhoandoit,solet’sallatruewhilewework,andthattheminutetheywerefinishedalltheshoolyardtauntinghehaddonewouldriseupbetweenthem.
Clearly,likesomanyotherthings,hewaswrong,beausenowheouldn’tstandthewaythattheyweretalkingstritlyonlyaboutthepotiongurglinginfrontofthem(thoughitwasalessliketalkingandmorelikemildlypanikedsreaming,beauseherofthemouldfigureoutwhyitwasbrownandoverflowingtheontothetable)andpretendingnottolookateahotheroutoftheorneroftheireyes.Itseemedthatsomewherealongthelineofhardworkandtenights,theyhadbeomefriends.
Andmaybethatwasiable,whenalltherandomsrapsofinformationtheytelleahotherabouttheirlivesandtheirhopesstarttopileup,orwhenhethrowsaboverherwhenshefallsasleepontheouh,orwhenhefindsoutherfavoritefoodandmakessurethekithenisalwaysstokedwithit.Andhe’sgdofit,really,butitdoesmakethingssupremelyawkward,beauseifhe’snotmistakenhehasnowbeomethebestfriendtheboyfrienddoesn’tlike.
Draodeidestobethebraveone.“Listen.”Hetakesadeepbreath,andthenashakyone,andthenvanishesthepotionwithonejerkymotionofthehand.Hermionemakesasmallnoiseofprotestinthebakofherthroat,butDraowasalwaysmuhfastertoreognizealostausethanHermione.Sometimes,therereallyisnothinglefttodobutstartover.“Aboutstnight.”
“Iwantedtotalktoyou,too.”Shestreamrollsahead,everythingomingoutinarush.“Ronhadnoright,absolutelynone,andItriedtotalktohim,buthejustan’tseemtoseesense,youknowhowstubbornheis—”
“Hermione—”
“AndItoldhimthatwewerefriendsandbehaviorlikethatwouldnotbetoleratedinthefuture,Ihavenoideawhatameoverhim—”
“Hermione—”
“Itwasinexusable,andIjustwanttosaythatI,forone,amsorrythatyouweretreatedlikethatwhenyouwereaguestinmyhouse.”
“Hermione.”Hereahedoutandaughtherhandsinhisown,stoppingthemfromflyingaroundherheadalongwithherwords.“It’sfine.Whathedid,isfine.Iwantedyoutoknowthat.”
“It’snot.”Shewasbreathingheavilyagain,angryasshealwaysisatanyhintofinjustie.“pletely—”
“Don’t.Helovesyou.”Hesqueezedherhands,andsheughedshakily,hereyesbrimmingoverwithtears.Shewasalwaysextraordinarilyeasytomakery,buthenolongersawitasaweakness.“Helovesyou,andIstoodbywhileyouwerehurtwhenIouldhavestoppedit,andIwasruelevenwhenitwassimplertobekind.I’dhateme,too.”
“Hedoesn’thateyou.”Itwasapathetiandseeflimsyexuse,andshebegantofalterassoonasthewordslefthermouth.“He’sonlystubborn.He’llomearound.”
“Iwouldatthesameway.”Ron,atleast,wassomeoneheoulduand.Hatred,anger,pain—thesearenguagesthatheknowswell.“IfsomeonehurtsomebodyIlovelikeIdidtoyou.”
“Wewerehildren.”Shewipedathereyes,andthensmiled,wikedly,inawaythatwassho
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