Draoshouldhaveprobablyknowtoletitgo,thatGeewaswthroughsomethings,buttalkingtoHarry’sfriendswaslikepikingyourwaythroughaminefield—mostpeswereperfetlysafe,butonewrongstepandyoufindyourworldinpiees.
“Whynot?”
“Whatdoyoumeanwhynot?”Hegestureswildlyatthesideofhisheadwiththebottle,attheshinymessoftissuewhereanearusedtobe.“Ilostmyear.Ilostmybrother.Whatmoredoyouwantfromme?”AndofourseitwouldbeaboutFred,everythingthathashappenedwithGeeoverthepastyearhasbeenaboutFred.
“Youdon’thavetostopjustbeausehe’snothere.”
Hemeantthattobe.
(Atually,sraththat,hedidn’tmeanittobe,hewasjustthinkingaboutthefmesandGoyle,andSnapebeingdeadandhailedasaherowithoutonewordtothepeoplelikeDraowhowouldatuallymournhim,andhisfatherinAzkabanwhowouldbehorrifiedtoseehowhissonturnedout,abouthowheouldnotstopjustbeausetheyaregone,andthenthatfelloutofhismouth.)
“YouthinkI’maoward,”Gee’svoiewassoftandquiet,andDraowasforiblyremindedthathewasRon’sbrother,beauseitseemedlikealltheWeasleyboyswouldliketopunhtheirfeelingsinsteadofwthroughthem.Draowouldadmireit,ifitdidn’tkeepmeaningthathefoundhimselfthrownupagainstthewallwiththeirfistsinhesfromhisfae,handsraisedinsurrenderandtryingtofixwhateverhehadbroken.“ThatIshouldneverhavewalkedaway.”
“Idon’tthinkanything.”Therewasarowdaroundthem,allthesemuggleswathingwithworriedfaes,andallofthemonGee’sside.“Really,man.Whatever’sgoingonwithyou,it’soolwithme.”
Geesnarlsathim,faetwistedinawaythatmakesDraothinkhe’sabouttory,andthenshovesaway,stalkingoutthedoor.Draopauseslongenoughtothrowmoneyonthebarandthenhasesafterhim,ignthepeoplewhotellshimheshouldletitgo.
Itdoesn’ttakelongtofindGee,whodidn’tgetveryfar.Hehadonlyturnedtheorner,andnowhewashunhedoverbehastreetlight,handsonhisknees.Helookedlikehewasabouttobesik.
“Areyouhavingapaniattak?”Astupidquestion,beausehewas,andevenstupiderbeauseeventhoughHermionewasfthemalltoreadupontheirpartiurtraumas,knowingthelingoandknowinghowtohelparen’tthesamethings.
Geedoesn’tanswer,justwipeshismouthwiththebakofhishandandstoodup.“Iwasgoingtokikyourass.”
“Youwouldn’thave.”
(Lie.It’seasiertofeelowhenthey’retenfeetapart,butbakthere,withthetensionrunninghighandnoonemovingtostopit,hewasso,sodead.)
“I’vepunhedyoubefore.”Gee’smouthtwithedintoasmileashesaidit,andDraohadanunomfortablefshofhimurledontheground,tryingtoprotethimself,GeeandHarry’sfistsflying.Ithadhurtquitealot.
“Ideservedit.”
“Yeah.”Geesaid,smiling,andtherewasfivenessinthatsylble,enoughsothatwhenhesankdowntositontheurb,Draothoughtitwassafetoomeandsitbesidehim.“Youreallywereaprat.”
Draohokedonaugh,feelingbetterthanhehadallnight.“Imeantit,though.Aboutnotthinkinganythingaboutyounotfighting.”Hewaswadingbakintogerousterritory,beauseapparentlyDraodoesn’thaveanyselfpreservationskills.“You’vedoneenough.”
Geesighed,floppedbakontothesidewalksohewaslyingftonhisbak.“TrytellingthattoHarry.”
“Trustme,”Hesays,thinkingofgoingbak,ofgettingthefirstaidsuppliesreadyandstaringfromtheloktothedoorandbakagain,fhimselftostayawakeuntilHarryomeshome.“I’mdoingmybest.”
Chapter22
Harry
Hewakestosreams.
Foramoment,Harryan’tfigureoutwheretheyareomingfrom.Heknowsthishouseissafe—Hermionehadensuredit,andhisountlesshekingofeverylokandornerandreviemeantthattherewasnowaysomeoneouldsneakinunnotied.TherewasnoVoldemorttohaseafterhim,nodementorsleehingawayhishappiness,novengefuldeatheaterslurkingintheshadowstopayhimbakforwhathehaddonetotheirmaster.
Still,thatdoesn’tstophimfromthrowingbaktheoversandgrabbingathiswandinamatterofseonds,sprintingdowntheorridortowardsDrao’sroom,towardsthesreams,readytofightoffwhatevermightbehurtinghim.
Onlythere’snothingthere.
There’sonlyDrao,sittingupwiththesheetspooledaroundhishipsandhishandspullingonhishair,bentoveratthewaist,takinginbreathsthatweresoraggedthattheysoundedlikeithurt,tearsstreamingdownhisfaeashetriestoalmhimselfdown.AndnowtherewasHarry,whohadthrewthedooropensoharditatuallyrakedthewallbehindhim,standingtherejuststaringatDrao,withwandluthedinhishandandaurseathislips.
“What?”Draowasonthedefensiveinawaythathehadn’tbeenforalongtime,maybesinethefirstnightheamehere,butHarrysupposesbeingaughtinamomentsovulnerablewouldauseanyonetothrowtheirwallsbakup.Still,hedoesn’twantittoturnintoafight,notwhenthingswerejustseemingtosettleintosolidground.
“Nothing.”Harryrealizesheisstillpointinghiswandandlowershisarm.Ittakesanotieableefforttoslidehiswandbakintohispoketandstoplookingintotheornersforaninvisibleenemy,anextremeforeofwilltoremindhimselfthateverythingisokay,thattheyaresafe,thatDraoishereandwhole,evenifheisn’tompletelyhappy.“Ijust—”
Justwhat?JustheardyoursreamsandthoughtI’domerunningtosaveyoulikePrineCharming,andthenyouwouldthrowyourselfintomyarmsa
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