Heistryingforajoke,butherfaebitesdowninafrown,justforamoment,andhefeelsbad.“Don’tbestupid,Harry.”Everyonekeepstellinghimthat.Her,Ron,Hermione,Drao.Youwouldhavethought,afterallthistime,hewouldhavemanagedtogetsmarter.“You’reoneofthemostimportantpeopleinmylife.Justasimportantasthoseidiots.”Shejerksherheadtowardsherbrothers,whoareallrwithughteratsomethingthatHermionehadsaid,whowasbrightredandprobablyspoutingoffabouttherightsofsomeobsuremagialanimal.“Iloveyou,HarryPotter.”

“Ginny.”Hewantshertostop.Hewantstohearthiswhenheisnotstandinginfrontofsomanypeople.Hewants,foramoment,togobaktofifteenyearoldHarryPottersittingattheDursleysonthefirstdayofsummerreelingfromthefreshutofSirius’deathandpromisehimthatyes,itdoesgetbetter.“Don’t.”

“Ineedtosayit.Iloveyou,andforaslongasweareonthisearth,we’realwaysgoingtobefightingforeahother.Beausethat’swhatpeoplewhomeansomethingtoeahotherdo.”Sheisfightingbaktears,anditseemsimpossible,thatsheouldmakeitthroughhervowsbutisnowryingoverhim.“IknowyouhaveRon,andHermione,butIdon’t—didn’t—havemanypeopletoountonoutsideofmyfamily.Youwereafirstforme,HarryPotter.”

“Ithinkfriendloveisbetter,sometimes.”Harrydoesnotwanttosaythathelovesher.otmakehimselfsayit.He’dsaiditbefore,andthenithadhangedrightinfrontofhiseyes,likewaterthroughhispalms,andhehadn’tevenmissedit.“bsp;breakyourheartjustasbad.”

“It’sthesame.”Hereyesarebzingagain.“Butdifferent.”

Itshouldn’tmakesense.Itshouldn’tmakesense,butitdoes,beausethisisGinny,andaboveallthingshehasalwaysbeenabletouandwhatGinnymeans.Itmakeshimsadforamoment,beausethisisthesttimeitwillbelikethis,hisonesthaneofbeingpartoftheHarry-and-Ginnyshowuntiltheygooffontheirseparateways.That’stheprieofgettingolder.Sooftenmovingontendstolooklikelettinggo.

(Thoughmaybethat’sthewholepointofthis.Maybethat’swhatshe’stryingtotellhim,thattheywon’tletthemselvesfadeawayfromeahother,beauseshewillreahforhimandhewillreahforherandthey’llneverletgo,notreally.)

“Weneverwererightforeahother,”Ginnysaid,thetwoofthemrevolvinginairleonesttimeasthesongdiesdown,thefaesofthepeoplewholovedthemfshingbyastheymaketheirirle.“ButIthinkwe’vefinallygotitfiguredoutdon’tyou?”

Yes,hethinks,butannotsay,beausetherearesomanypeoplestaringandheistoobusygoingintoamokbowforRonandCharlie’sbe,pressingakisstohertemplebeforeleadingherbaktoLuna.Ithinkwehave.

Drao

He’sstandingwithGee.Again.It’sbeomesuhaommonourrenethathe’satuallystartingtobelievehe’ssometypeofbabysitter,liketheWeasleyshaddeidedthateverytimeGeewasgoingintooneofhisslumpstheywouldjustpushhimtowardsDraoandhopethathewasabletodealwithit,beausehedoesn’tthinkit’saoinidenethattheykeepfindingeahotherandGeelookslikehe’sinnoshapetobeativelyseekingsomeoneout,friendornot.

Geehasspentthewholedayswivelingbetweenperfetlyokayandstandingrightattheedgeofaliff,andthistime,ithadbeenDraowhoedgedhimalittlebitloser,havingsuggestedawalkandthenfoundhimselfstandingrightinfrontoftheemptyhairthatGinnyhadinsistedneededtobethereinmemoryofFred,justtokeepherfromfeelinglikeshehadfottenhim.

“That’sallhegets.Hedies,andlifegoeson,andtheydon’tevensayanythingabouthim.”Heisgringatthehair.DraoislookingforRonorGinnyorthebrotherwiththedragontoothearring,someonetohelphimalmthestormbeforeitboilsover.“Theyjustgivehimahair.”

“Sheprobablydidn’twanttomakepeoplesad,”Draofindshimselfsaying,floundering,sooutofhisdepthit’salmostughable.“Onherweddingday,youknow.”

“Still.Hedeservesbetter.More,”Andhekiksout,hard,hardenoughthatoneofthelegsofthehairsnap.Draorepairsit,butthatdoesnotstopthesarletribbonthathadbeenedarounditfromfloatingintotheairandoutofreah,takingawaytheonlysignthatitwasapereservedforsomeonespeial.“Thanastupid.”Anotherkik.“Chair.”

Draojustwathedhimasthefuryrollsoverhimandthenfadesbakintonothing,leavingGeestandingtherelookinglikealittlekidwhohadjustthrownatantrumanddidn’tgettheresponsehewanted.“Youneedtomoveon.”Hesays,hardlydaringthewordsareleavinghismouthbutknowingthattheymustbesaidbysomeone,beauseMerlinknowsnoneofhisfamilyaregoingtodoit.YouneedtobeaspeialkindofheartlesstosaywhatDraoissaying.“It’stheonlywayyou’reevergoingtogetalifeofyourown.”

“WhyshouldIgettomoveon?”Hekiksoutatthehairagain,butlighterthistime,soit’smoreofanudge.“WhyshouldIdeservetohavealifewhenhedoesn’t?”

“Beauseyou’retheonewhosestillhere,andthatsuks,butyou’vegotpeoplewholoveyou,whosodesperatelywantyoutobeokayagain.”DraoreahesouttohimandGeedoesnotshrughimaway.“Isn’tthatenough?Thefatthatyoustillhavethem,evenwhenhe’sgone?”

“Itwouldbebetterifhewerehere,”Geemutters,soquietthattheyanbothpretendDraodidnothere,butthenhestraightensandforesoutaugh,shiftingintheblinkofaneyetotheGeewhowasokay.“Speakingofpeoplewholovedyou.Iwassupposedtotellyouearlier.Harryneedsyouinthegarden.”

“What?”Thewordneedthrowshimoffa

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